Dear friends on the internet,
It has been a while since I posted anything on my blog. Unfortunately I got send home from my mission and now I’m home and staying home.
It was the most difficult time of my life, being send back from mission, and trying to find my way back in the ‘normal’ life. Ask any missionary; it is a nightmare to go back home early. It didn’t go so well on my mission, BUT I LOVED EVERY SECOND OF IT. It was amazing and horrible at the same time. Horrible because I was homesick and missed music- a lot. Amazing because I had the chance to serve the Lord and help people getting to know Christ. Now I’m doing speech therapy at school and still trying to find out what I’m supposed to do. I did ask the Lord if I could go back, but the answer was really loud and clear: Stay home Jenny..serve your mission in your home.
Honestly? It broke my heart to hear that I’m staying home and not have the chance of going back to my mission in Switzerland. I know that the Lord does have plans for us, but we don’t always agree J (trying to work on that, I’m not perfect!)
Did this weaken my testimony about the Church of Jesus Christ or God Himself? NEVER! It even strengthened my testimony.
If I could back and do it all over again? A million times YES. I know that God loves us so much, I know that this is the true church, I know that even though we have hard times – hardcore hard times- that we go down on our knees and EVERYTHING will work out..with God anything is possible. I am a witness that God lives and that Jesus Christ is our Savior.